{"product_id":"fear-gone-wild-a-story-of-mental-illness-suicide-and-hope-through-loss-1","title":"Fear Gone Wild: A Story of Mental Illness, Suicide, and Hope Through Loss","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003eKayla Stoecklein, the wife of a megachurch pastor who committed suicide, shares her journey to understand mental illness and overcome the stigma of suicide. She found hope in Scripture and shares her story to help others who are walking through the wilderness of mental illness. \u003c\/blockquote\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\\n                                                            \u003cstrong\u003eFormat\u003c\/strong\u003e: Paperback \/ softback\u003cbr\u003e\\n                              \u003cstrong\u003eLength\u003c\/strong\u003e: 256 pages\u003cbr\u003e\\n                              \u003cstrong\u003ePublication date\u003c\/strong\u003e: 19 October 2021\u003cbr\u003e\\n                              \u003cstrong\u003ePublisher\u003c\/strong\u003e: Thomas Nelson Publishers\u003cbr\u003e\\n                          \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOn August 25, 2018, Kayla Stoecklein tragically lost her husband, Andrew, a prominent megachurch pastor at Inland Hills Church in Chino, California. In the aftermath of this profound loss, Kayla embarked on a courageous journey to gain a deeper understanding of her husband's battle with mental illness and to challenge the pervasive stigma surrounding suicide.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFear Gone Wild is an intimate account of the events leading up to that tragic day, encompassing her husband's terrifying panic attacks, debilitating episodes of anxiety, and profound depths of depression. Despite their unwavering faith in God and the countless prayers offered by their devoted community, Andrew's condition remained unhealed. Seeking solace in Scripture, Kayla discovered that God often employs wilderness experiences to prepare His children, including Jesus, for his greater purposes and to perform miracles within our souls.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn her candid narrative, Kayla openly acknowledges her previous misconceptions and misunderstandings about mental illness. She shares her story with the hope of providing guidance and support to those navigating the treacherous wilderness of mental illness. Through her experiences, Kayla emphasizes the importance of seeking professional help, finding community, and placing one's hope in Jesus, even in the most challenging circumstances.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eKayla Stoecklein's journey is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of faith. Her story offers a glimmer of hope to those who are facing similar challenges and reminds us that there is always light in the darkness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\\n                            \u003cstrong\u003eWeight\u003c\/strong\u003e: 186g\\n                            \u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDimension\u003c\/strong\u003e: 139 x 213 x 18 (mm)\\n                            \u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eISBN-13\u003c\/strong\u003e: 9781400217700\\n                            \\n                          \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Kayla Stoecklein","offers":[{"title":"Paperback \/ softback","offer_id":44098110783738,"sku":"9781400217700","price":10.97,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0522\/4297\/2845\/products\/3b0cc2cc7843c0c8559a3bed145e48c1_7406acff-4ea0-43a8-816b-458905214c33.jpg?v=1638938812","url":"https:\/\/shulphink.com\/products\/fear-gone-wild-a-story-of-mental-illness-suicide-and-hope-through-loss-1","provider":"Shulph Ink","version":"1.0","type":"link"}