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Kayla Stoecklein

Fear Gone Wild: A Story of Mental Illness, Suicide, and Hope Through Loss

Fear Gone Wild: A Story of Mental Illness, Suicide, and Hope Through Loss

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Kayla Stoecklein, the wife of a megachurch pastor who committed suicide, shares her journey to understand mental illness and overcome the stigma of suicide. She found hope in Scripture and shares her story to help others who are walking through the wilderness of mental illness.

Format: Hardback
Length: 256 pages
Publication date: 15 October 2020
Publisher: Thomas Nelson Publishers


On August 25, 2018, Kayla Stoecklein tragically lost her husband, Andrew, a prominent megachurch pastor of Inland Hills Church in Chino, California. In the aftermath of this profound loss, she embarked on a courageous journey to gain a deeper understanding of his harrowing battle with mental illness and to challenge the pervasive stigma surrounding suicide.

Fear Gone Wild is an intimate account of the events that led to that tragic day, encompassing her husband's experiences with panic attacks, debilitating bouts of anxiety, and profound depression. Despite their unwavering faith in God and the countless prayers offered by their devoted community, Andrew's condition remained unhealed. Seeking solace in Scripture, Kayla discovered that God often employs wilderness experiences to prepare His children, including Jesus, for his greater purpose and to perform miracles within our souls.

In her candid narrative, Kayla acknowledges her previous misconceptions and misunderstandings about mental illness. She shares her story with the hope of providing guidance and support to those navigating the treacherous wilderness of mental illness. Through her journey, Kayla emphasizes the importance of placing one's hope in Jesus, even in the face of adversity.

Kayla Stoecklein's book Fear Gone Wild is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of faith. It offers a message of hope and healing to those who are struggling with mental illness and serves as a reminder that there is always light in the darkness.

Weight: 372g
Dimension: 160 x 236 x 25 (mm)
ISBN-13: 9781400217670

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