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Charlotte Levin

If I Let You Go: The heart-breaking and shocking new novel from the bestselling author of If I Can't Have You

If I Let You Go: The heart-breaking and shocking new novel from the bestselling author of If I Can't Have You

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"If I Let You Go" is a novel that explores the themes of loss, guilt, and the consequences of hiding the truth. It follows the story of Janet Brown, who cleans offices to cope with the guilt she carries from a devastating loss eleven years ago. After a train crash, she decides to take action to right a wrong, but soon realizes that coming clean is not an option. The novel is a powerful portrayal of a woman's journey to acceptance and the lengths she will go to protect the truth.

Format: Hardback
Length: 384 pages
Publication date: 02 March 2023
Publisher: Pan Macmillan


This emotional rollercoaster is alternately heart-breaking and hopeful. I was gripped from the first page to the last – Daily Mail.

A gripping, darkly comic tale of searing loss, coercive control, and the consequences of taking the wrong path. Every morning, Janet Brown goes to work cleaning offices. It calms her – cleanliness, neatness. All the things she's unable to do with her soul can be achieved with a damp cloth and a splash of bleach. However, the guilt she still carries about a devastating loss that happened eleven years ago, cannot be erased so easily.

When Janet finds herself involved in a train crash, she recognizes her chance to do what she couldn't all those years ago. And she makes a decision. As news spreads of Janet's actions, her story inspires everyone around her, and for the first time, her life has purpose. Her future is filled with hope.

But Janet's story isn't quite what it seems. As events spiral out of control, she soon discovers that coming clean isn't an option. Because if Janet washes away the lies, what long-buried truths will she finally have to face?

If I Let You Go by Charlotte Levin is a deeply moving and gripping portrayal of a woman coming to terms with loss.

Charlotte Levin's novel "If I Let You Go" is a captivating and emotionally charged story that explores the complexities of human relationships and the consequences of our choices. The novel follows the journey of Janet Brown, a woman who has been carrying the weight of a devastating loss for eleven years. Despite her attempts to move on, the guilt and trauma of that loss continue to haunt her.

One day, Janet's life takes a dramatic turn when she is involved in a train crash. This incident presents her with a unique opportunity to right a wrong that she has been unable to rectify for years. As news of her actions spreads, Janet's story inspires others around her, giving her a sense of purpose and meaning that she has never experienced before. However, as she delves deeper into the aftermath of the crash, Janet begins to realize that there are hidden truths and secrets that she must confront if she is to truly move forward.

One of the central themes of the novel is the power of forgiveness and the ability to let go of the past. Janet has spent years harboring resentment and anger towards those responsible for her loss, but as she begins to confront the truth, she realizes that forgiveness is not just about absolving others of their wrongdoing, but also about freeing herself from the burden of carrying the past.

Levin's writing is masterful, with vivid descriptions and intricate characterizations that bring the characters to life. Janet is a complex and relatable protagonist, whose struggles with grief, guilt, and self-doubt are palpable. The other characters in the novel, including Janet's husband, her best friend, and her co-workers, are equally well-developed and contribute to the rich tapestry of the story.

The novel's pacing is well-executed, with a gradual build-up of tension and suspense that leads to a dramatic climax. The plot twists and turns keep the reader engaged and guessing, and the final resolution is both satisfying and unexpected.

In conclusion, "If I Let You Go" by Charlotte Levin is a powerful and emotionally resonant novel that explores the themes of loss, forgiveness, and the human capacity for redemption. With its compelling characters, intricate plot, and thought-provoking writing, this novel is a must-read for anyone who enjoys a well-crafted and emotionally charged story.

Weight: 602g
Dimension: 162 x 243 x 36 (mm)
ISBN-13: 9781529084092

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