When Me and God Were Little

After the death of his big brother, Karl Gustav is sent to live with his grandma. He is concerned about death and reveals all he knows about the tragedy, but he does not speak up.

Format: Paperback / softback
Publication date: 03 February 2022
Publisher: Dzanc Books

After the tragic passing of his older brother, Alexander, seven-year-old Karl Gustav is sent to live with his grandmother. The circumstances surrounding Alexander's death remain a mystery, with no one able to explain how an excellent swimmer ended up washed up on a North Sea beach near the harbor of Hirtshals in Denmark. Left bewildered and grappling with his grief, Karl Gustav feels a growing sense of curiosity and fear about death. Despite the reluctance of those around him to discuss the tragedy, he cannot help but delve into the details and contemplate the profound mysteries surrounding his brother's demise.

As he explores the intricacies of the situation, Karl Gustav reveals fragments of information about the tragedy and the secrets he harbors. He reflects on his grandmother's belief in God and how it intertwines with the events that unfolded. He also grapples with his own doubts and questions, wondering if there is any meaning or purpose to life after such a loss.

Despite the weight of his thoughts and emotions, Karl Gustav remains silent. He struggles with the fear of speaking up, of being judged or misunderstood. But as time passes, he realizes that keeping his pain and secrets inside is only exacerbating his anguish. He longs for connection and understanding, for someone to hear his story and offer solace.

In a moment of courage, Karl Gustav musters the strength to share his thoughts and feelings with his grandmother. Through their heartfelt conversation, he finds solace and begins to heal. He realizes that although the mystery of Alexander's death may never be fully resolved, he can find peace and closure by embracing his own emotions and sharing his story.

The journey of Karl Gustav is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of communication. It reminds us that even in the face of tragedy, it is essential to open our hearts and minds to others and seek support and understanding. It is a story that continues to resonate with people, offering a glimpse into the depths of grief and the healing power of vulnerability.

Dimension: 215 x 139 (mm)
ISBN-13: 9781950539383